Hear the cracks

Yes I m broken 

But whose fault is it ;

Yes I m low 

But why do I get so low 

Yes I need u 

But why do I need u so much so that I can't let u go ;

U see it how I don't even know 

U dont wanna see change cause those days are gone ;

I know u won't care ; the aches those I feel every second I breath on nd on  . 

I know u been there too but than u should sense it more . 

I know it's not long time gone ;

u were the same who weren't giving up at all. 

The touch that made us feel whole ; 

those kisses were more than we ever thought . 

More we were proud of being the bestest on nd on . 

Why do we stand so far don't understand at all. 

Nothing u can feel when my tears doesn't stops nor u come to show me something that I never thought . 

I know u cried more years than me ; than tho u should feel more to come to me and let it not do . 

Just cause I wasn't best doesn't prove that I was so much wrong . 

Do u hear the words that echoes of yours underneath my soul. 

Do u remember when u said nothing but you nd me forever and more . 

Or u dont wanna see at all;

How did u managed to get along when u know I can't put hands Elsewhere not at all. 

Thinking of giving up doesn't works with me at all.

 

I see myself ruined everything without letting u  know  at all. 

May be these days ll also go like all others gone . 

But what if u never see  me again 

What if u never see me again 

Time For Corona to Get Isolated

 A little Girl ever Said 
"this world is my home"

they say its pandemic epidemic,
they say its gonna take many lives, 
they say its just beginning of the end, 
they say its the nature taking its revenge,
they say its the attack of china, 
they say its transition of Superpower,
they say its gonna take months , 
they say its gonna take years, 
they say its a disaster,  

yet the way the things just goes on .. 

every passing day , 
every life that fails to conquer and leaves in the dark , 
Whether its US UK Italy China 
or India or almost all countries of the world 
When the mercy of god didn't showered on there part,
 People who are suffering & Dying
every single minute & hour,
The Numbers of dying rising increasing 
every single hour, 
the people who are trying to heal, 
isn't aware its alarming for them too,
the danger is mounting, 
people locked , 
lives locked, 
Freedom Locked, 
emergence Knocking every door
the survival is on the basis 
that u shall not TOUCH , 
Cause when u touch u get INFECTED, 
It spreads,
They say if u die through this 
U wont See any person 
u wish to see near your death bed  
They say if u die through this
people gonna throw your body 
somewhere no one can reach .....

Its all comes in my mind, 
Shivers me , Pins me ,Hollows me,
makes me feel the pain of the people 
who lost there loved ones, 


The world is Getting Locked Day By Day,
May this time doesn't last more , 
May it ends so soon , 
May this pandemic epidemic closes its door, 
May the Prayers of each and every Human Being answered So soon . 
May everyone Lives with Good health & wealth, 
May the Gods Mercy Showers very soon. 
Through this every one do there part , 
live for one another in this need of Hour.




 


 

MEANWHILE

Meanwhile thoughts turns me off,
and tragic way of isolation rooks me over,
Beneath wat it makes me over,
certainly i m not in any life anymore.

we takes something so inside,
does tht makes anything better,
the way people changes
who shows its whose weakness
wat does it matters anymore.
when it cracks,
nothing u can repair.
u cant switch it on and off,
hold on for a while.
but wat u all know is to
Let it go.
may be not for ur good,
may be not for ur sake,
may be not for wat u wanna choose,
may be not for the love u made.,
all u need to just let it go.

i wish i was a better man

In case you didn't know,
i wish i was a better man,
even though i don't tell you all the time,
but it doesn't come out of my mind.
i wish i was better of a kind.

this situation is one of its kind,
no one is being wrong at this point of time,
all i see is time moving out of my mind,
and i m not able to make anything so called right.

things may have differed ,
if i had some choices,
wat u are to me no one else can be,
i m dying inside to get through this time.

In case you didn't know,
i wish i was a better man,
even though i don't tell you all the time,
but it doesn't come out of my mind.
i wish i was better of a kind.

through the days through the night,
i see how much restless you get ,
when you get up ryt,
seems its too heavy nd loud to try .
but i wish everything gets all right.

when i see you through my eyes.
no one can become more than,
what you are to mine,
just trying to end this distance,
 at the right time.

In case you didn't know,
i wish i was a better man,
even though i don't tell you all the time,
but it doesn't come out of my mind.
i wish i was better of a kind.

2016

Well i am really late to post about me

I seen it coming our way

How does it feels babe..
i dont know wat is ryt or wat is wrong.
something is burning in me.
i cant pull it off,
sometimes i do but sometimes i cant.

i have the anger
but when i see u dont react
i dont understand wat to do
or wat to say.
i m not judgemental ,
but when it matters to u.
u know how can i feel.

its not tht i dnt knw .
its not tht i cant feel
its tht i want u to burst
i want u to show it the world
i dont like it
i seriously dont like it
sometimes reactions only heals.

 

Baby u made it

3 nyts 3 days ,seems gone so fast 

still feels like passed like just 3 mins,

really wanted to hold every second..

still feels like

i got more than wished.. A life from where 

I never wanted to go back

a life tht i m loving  every second..

It's all cause of u baby.. 

Yes baby u made it 👍

its another day I m 

thinking of u all the tym,

tired, sleepless, not much of hangover but still feels lot of lazyness 

Still 

 it cant keep me away when i m thinking about u..

U make my life happy, As much as I never thought off . 

U drive me crazy with everything u do . 

Ur eyes ur smile amazes me . 

Love when I see myself in ur eyes , 

Love holding ur hands ,

Nd whispering tht I love u with my whole heart . 

Love when I see u sleeping next to me , kissing ur closed eyes , lovely chin ,Feeling ur sweet face with my beard.

Love when our heartbeats are damn fast Nd we can hear it loud so loud , 

Trust me baby emotions flying in the heart , 

Trying to show u out , 

But u know when we are infront of each other , we can't 

We can't see each other crying 

We can't let our beginning to be in pain ,

In fear of future , in fear of tomorrow . 

I love every word u say to me . 

Everything u do 4 me . 

It's the tym when I don't see life beyond u . 

Don't know how nd wat made us together . 

But this is way 2 special . 

I m happy wid u 

I m happy in ur arms . 

I m happy 2 spend my whole life with u .

You Belongs to me..
thinking about u

Tuning it on,
simply thinking about u again & again
 

More than my life..

I dont know why but its burning so deep inside, 
maybe i am taking this too much, 
or maybe its fear of losing you
u know i m loving u more than my life...
more than my life...

The day is so long, 
i woke up so strong , 
didnt let my feelings , 
to come over my face or over my phone,
but deep down in my heart ..
 i m thinking about u & The last night


Another night, switching on & off my mood, 
swinging my thoughts, its getting hard to lose, 
& very much.. i m out of control. 
looking over my phone, 
checking every text of so long.. 
its been hours nd its making me cry..
i didn't seen u for a while
& i m thinking Why.
i dnt know how to tell u, 
but i don't wanna lie.
its making me empty 
& i want to cry.

i wont be able to let u cry, 
i wont be able to let u lie, 
i wont be able to let u feel something alike, 
& i wont be able to listen why why why..

The thing is tht i have to be ready ..
The thing is tht i have to go through this thousand times..
Even if my heart doesn't lets it, 
i need to accept it , 
& i knw... u knw how it feels like, 
& i knw... u knw how it feels like,

cause you have been there almost every night.
but its not an easy life 
I take it as u try..
Baby how we gonna ease this pain...
Baby Pls dont go ,please hold me again.. 
i wanna be yours all the time. 
through the ups & downs 
i ll be your side.

I don't know why but its burning so deep inside, 
maybe i am taking this too much, 
or maybe its fear of losing you my life.
u know i m loving u more than my life...
more than my life...

The Heart Wants What is Wants

Through the magical moments
we came through this
i know the wonder is yet to happen, 
but doesn't it seems like a dream..
i know its too much to ask 
but u know what ...
The Heart wants ,what it wants.

i just came to know u
still an early phase, 
but i got to know
like i m with u from million days,
i know its gonna be rough & tough, 
but baby with u its gonna be easy enough.

i know the wonder is yet to happen, 
but doesn't it seems like a dream..
i know its too much to ask 
but u know what ...
The Heart wants,what it wants.

i m here turning on & off, 
but the way u takes me, 
makes me crazy more, 
the night we gone into pub, 
the lights were dim enough, 
u r seating by my side, 
makes me feel alive. 

i know the wonder is yet to happen, 
but doesn't it seems like a dream..
i know its too much to ask 
but u know what ...
The Heart wants,what it wants.

the way we kissed tht night, 
thinking of that makes me go wild, 
the way we touched so close , 
i m still not away from tht call, 
u know wat it makes me feel like, 
i dont wanna go away from u 4 a while. 

Through the magical moments
we came through this
i know the wonder is yet to happen, 
but doesn't it seems like a dream..
i know its too much to ask 
but u know what ...
The Heart wants,what it wants.

Diamond

I have seen someone , in my dreams . 

She doesn't look like anybody else . 

She is herself ,perfectly her ,

It's been a while I didn't mate her like this ever before . But I knew those eyes meant so much , her politeness Nd the voice makes echo over my ears from long . 

How can be someone so pretty Nd so sweet. 

But i never knew , what she has been through , 

until Nd unless I got to know her ...

She knows what she is ... 

But this world won't understand wat she can be .. 

She is a diamond dear , no one can brake her 😊

She is independent , 

She is like an air, 

Don't hurt her , never brake her . 

She is more beautiful in her soul than u can ever see her , 

through her face . 

You can't catch her , 

she is a butterfly , 

She got her own wings .. 

She knows how to fly,  

U don't need to preach her 

But i never knew , what she has been through , 

until Nd unless I got to know her ...

She knows what she is ... 

But this world won't understand wat she can be .. 

She is a diamond dear , no one can brake her 😊

We live in the world of our own , 

We made it on our own ,  

Nd today I see people losing everything 

Over lust .. 

How can someone approach a girl without her acceptance ,

People who are educated enough to know  wat they are.. 

Nd how should they behave 

Who is going to teach them ??

Isn't it so bad that we live in  such people's world . 

She never let her pain came out to this world , 

Aren't we ashamed if those people are alive , 

Aren't we ashamed if those people didn't got deserved punishment ..

 

But i never knew , what she has been through , 

until Nd unless I got to know her ...

She knows what she is ... 

But this world won't understand wat she can be .. 

She is a diamond dear , no one can brake her 😊

It's a just part of life , it's past now 

But it hurts so much , 

Why she had to face , 

Wat was her fault , 

She came very strong though , 

She defended her self like a star , 

Her faith in herself let her rise, 

No one can brake her  , 

She knows how to defand, 

U don't need to teach her 

It's been a while I didn't mate her like this ever before . But I knew those eyes meant so much , her politeness Nd the voice makes echo over my ears from long . 

How can be someone so pretty Nd so sweet. 

She knows what she is ... 

But i never knew , what she has been through , 

until Nd unless I got to know her ...

She knows what she is ... 

But this world won't understand wat she can be .. 

She is a diamond dear , no one can brake her 😊